UPDATE*

Im not even sure who reads this,but i dont care really i just like having something i can just say what i want. Its nice,anyway yeah i always seem to like forget i ever have this.

A few things have happened within my life :

1) I finally met Richie! It was quite weird,i mean we’ve been talking for ages & ages and ok i would have liked to have met someone when ive been out but cos im living it at home thats proven difficult.Plus i can never tell if guys like me when they are pissed or horny. But yeah i met him 2 weeks ago in Brum. I wasnt nervous i was more nervous about the wedding i was photographying than that hehe. Yeah he was sweet tho i mean he wasnt too sure if i wanted to be held or kissed but i did get one when he was catching his train. Not a bad meet up i mean we got on really well

2) I have a boyfriend(although it does suck he doesnt live near me but just have to make most of the holz) yeah you guess its Richie lol. Its weird i never would have thought. . . i mean this to happen. I guess its not bad him leaving abit far away guess he cant get sick of me and when we do see each other we’ll be like all over each other hehe XD

I saw him yesterday in burton,we went for some food then cinema lol. I was expecting it to be packed but it wasnt,so we could uh make out like crazy which i thoroughly enjoyed although his hands did wander but i guess he’s allowed to We saw the vampire’s assistant …we were kinda watchin it at the start but then we kinda start making out and when he starting kissing my neck i was like fuck…i now know my turn on spot and plus kissin me did that Ohh man cannot wait till next weeek…. i want the kissing again so badly now.

I cannot waitttttt !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time for an update . . .

Yeah its beeen awhile since i posted anything on here,so thought it was time for an update on things going on in my life.

Well first things first. Ive been back at uni for abit 3 weeks now and was abit overwhelming when were given module briefs for projects. i was kinda panicking but after discussing what we are meant to do,it doesnt seem alot now. I guess ive just gotta try the hardest possible because this time round it counts towards my degree.
Ive actually got a website but its not finished yet. Im shooting some work on Wednesday morning thanks to Sarah & Abi just some studio portraits,obviously gonna use my gorgeous new camera Canon 450d. Yeah i didnt buy it off that guy,i thought why when i can get it for the same price new,plus ive got insurance on the camera for at least 3yrs so if anything goes wrong i can get it fixed. Ive also got a macro lens :AF70-300m F/4-5.6 which ive read up on you use for like closeups.
OOhh and something else…..Im photographying a wedding!!! excited much! Yeah i woz texting an old friend back from college and she was like i think i could help you with your photography,i was like yeah and she mentioned about this weddings shes got to photograph and would i be interested in helping her. of course i jumped at the chance,i mean ive never photographed a wedding and the images would definitely look great on my website . So yeah cant wait for that,its the halloween weekend which ive booked off anyway gonna try and get myself a tripod to avoid camera shake. Plus im gettin paid for these pictures i take at the wedding awsome!

Y’know awhile back i mentioned richie and how he had stop talking to me cos he thort it was easier? well…he got in touch with me. I noticed a text off him,after a late night at work i was kinda suprised and thort maybe he had text me in error but no the text message read that he hoped i was ok and uni was going well.He actually wasnt expecting a reply but cos it was him replied. & i guess the reason he mainly got in touch was cos he missed me,he missed our chats…tbh i was actually starting to forget about him which was kinda hard.especially when you have been chatting to someone for sooo long and then they shut you out without saying anything beforehand which comes a complete shock to you and ok im rambling i doubt anyone will read this but this is kinda for my benefit.
Soo yeah we started chatting again,it felt like old times that i missed! Because we have been chatting for so long beforehand,we kinda got to the stage where like we are wanting more than just msn convos so yeah i might be meeting him soon. Hes actuallly gonna meet me in Telford,im kinda looking forward to it tho whenever that is At the moment im on high,i feel sooo happy that we’re talking again.But yeah love life at the moment so who knows,maybe they’ll be something to this,depends on how we react when we see each other in the flesh lol. I will keep you all posted about this.

Shopping!!!!

I met up with someone from uni today (Magda) who i hadnt seen in awhileee!Yep so she asked me if i wanted to join her & im glad i did because i bought :

Closeup of the hat,gotta love !

Ive also got these coming:

Pre-ordered the new PARAMORE Album

Supernatural Series 3 (which should be arriving tomoro ) only on the begining of series 2 but thoughtt id get it anyway lol!

Final Destination 3D/Boots Interview

I didnt actually think i would be doing anything today…but see my friend Coral is on her own with and her husband visiting some friends in London. So we arranged to go to the cinema after finishing work of course. I arrived in wolvo around 4ish and we caught the 599 bus to bentley bridge.We hadnt actually decided on a film,but cos i had paid to obviously to come over to her,Coral said i could choose what we saw.
Ive seen most of the Final Destination films so i was intrigued to see it,i know Coral had already seen it but she didnt mind. After we got a drink and popcorn to share,we made our way to the screen.

I liked how it was in 3D,spending the whole film wearing them cool glasses which guess you might think they are sunglasses but you cant use them as that.Yeah made objects feel closer like they were coming at you and the people too. I did enjoy it though.The guy who died at the bottom of the swimming pool was kinda quite cute altho the fact the only last thing he sed he wanted to do before he died was get lucky dear dear.

We got out abit before seven.The cinema back in telford is Odeon and is so different.When went to screen 6 for the showing,it reminded me of the theatre except of course instead of a stage there was a big screen lol.Anyways,we headed back to the bus stop,to catch the 599 bus which took 20mins. Coral told me that Renate & Ida were going to Cheekys and said that i’d be welcome to come along. But i didnt have any clothes with me let alone a toothbrush.I hate not having a toothbrush.Waking up the next day where your breath stinks and your teeth dont feel smooth when in contact with your tongue.Ew.
Plus my straighteners,and i had a feeling i hadnt go my Provisional with me which i use for ID and knowing me they would probabley ask for it cos i dont have it.
I probabley would have gone out had i know and today i may have felt slightly rough,who knows what could have happened? But theres always next week FRESHERS!

I managed to get the 7:25 train back to Telford and then had to wait abit for the bus back to my house(8:20) i was back home around quarter to 9.As soon as i got in though i tucked into my salad.

Your probabley realising why ‘boots interview’ is in the title…well i shall tell ya. Thursday I got an email off boots cos i think i was on jobcentreplus (im always looking on there when i remember to) and i noticed that there were advertizing for christmas vacancies in Wolverhampton. So me thinking i wouldnt be successful i applied online via the website,filled out the required details and didnt think about it again. Anyway… yes i recieved an email confirming my application had been received and would be contacted if i was required for an interview. Well lucky me,i got an email back sayin i had been successful and they wanted me to go in for an interview.
The interview process i think requires a few exercises to see of course if im right for the job. I booked my interview slot which is 23rd (weds) 4pm-5pm which should roughly take 35mins. I know i probz maybe in uni but if worse comes to the worse,im sure they’d let me go early. OOh and ive gotta to be dressed smartly & i know exactly what i should wear. Black trosaurs,white shirt,blazer and either my boots or some black shoes.

I will probabley write again about this and tell you how the experience was etc. Even if i dont get it,at least i will know if future boots jobs come up i know kinda what to expect.

Canon 450D :)

Yes,im finally getting myself a decent DSLR. Im buying it off this guy,Chris who is on my course and is sellin it for £500.It’s in mint condition,with a spare battery comes along with the lens etc. Gotta wait till September like but who cares? Apparantly its reali good.Cant wait to try it out and get my hands on it! Might treat myself to a fisheye lens for it and some other things for it tooo

LOVE Contest((Ida Pida))

NOTE: This photo i found across some old albums whilst clearing out my wardrobe. Can i just say i didnt take the original but i took a photo of this photo via my digital so guess you could say i did take this! This is a photo of me when i was ickle baby,here you can  see me(duh!) and my mother cradling me in her arms,whilst giving me a bottle of milk. I chose this to enter this contest as it shows unconditional love, a love between a mother and her baby- and the responsability the mother has as a baby depends on this.

Toni & Guy MODEL!

Yes you heard correctly,i have booked a hair appointment to be a model at a Toni & Guy hairdressers. Its this coming tuesday at 4pm. Im kinda looking forward to it,altho i dont get any say into what they do to my hair but should be fun either way.Will probz post a pic if i dare be brave!

Guy trouble

Ok…theres this guy called Ritchie that i havent met yet, we have been speaking for over 5 months on MSN mainly….& i got an email off him yesterday saying we can no longer chat,stating we should both move on claiming it will never happen because im always working yet i can make time for my friends.Can i just say whats wrong in making time for my friends?

Hes off work due to depression.But he will have to go back to work one day…can’t live on allowances forever.

It’s kinda sunk in more than when i first found out. But it does seem sucky we can’t even chat even if it was just occasionally…he always said to me we would always be friends but i guess he couldnt handle it. Apart of me likes him of course…. but i guess these things happen and you’ve just gotta learn to deal with them.

ONE THING he said which kinda me angry although i guess its his personal opinion but was on about he didnt see the reason of uni,thats why he went straight into a job. Well i dont regret going to uni at all. I have made some great friends there and become much more socialable since i left high school and college. Id rather be working towards getting a job in a field i want to be in,rather than just taking anything that comes along because its easy.

Another Note: I don’t think i could handle being with someone who doesnt work.

Michael Jackson

Apologies – i haven’t posted an entry in awhile. I have been meaning to, just been precoccupied with trying to look for a new job as well as doing more shifts with the job ive got now etc.

As you all know,unless you have been hiding somewhere that Michael Jackson – King Of Pop went into cardiac arrest and was unable to be revived. I admit i wasn’t a massive fan of his music but i did enjoy some of the songs i knew. Its ashame that his death has made me become more weary of his music, and every since I heard the tragic news ive been listening to his music.

There are things that i didn’t totally understand : him bleaching his face because of a skin disease he had, and him hanging his child over a hotel balcony,covering his children’s faces up. But ive had time to research into the whys and what if’s and i understand more because i know bit more.

Noones music quite like his, will be remembered as a legend.

New start

Decided to start this blog from a fresh so that is why none of my past entries are on here. I want to try and include some of my Photography work which i will include soon so sit tight. I felt i needed to wipe the slate completely.